Sunday, March 28, 2010

Note: Low quality until April 1st

There are many more to come...However, if there are certain ones of these that you would like copies of, please let me know and I will do my best to get them for you.  All my love!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Silly Boy

On Tuesday March 23, 2010 the family wen to have portraits taken.  Justin was so alert and wonderful while we had them done.  Mommy, Daddy, and the photographer were really amazed at how good our little man was.  The photographer could not believe that Justin  was only 3 weeks old because of how well he behaved.  But he was so tired that he just sacked out on our way home.  Here is how I found him when we brought him in the house and uncovered him!  That just simply does not look comfy!


I am finding that Justin likes his swing.  However he does seem to get into some very interesting positions that just do not look that comfy.  I end up taking him out of the swing simply because I cannot stand the thought of my baby waking up with a crick in his neck.
Baby hands and Mommy hands.   Yep, you can see Justin's sleeping face in the background.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Pictures of Mr. Justin!


Many thanks to my cousin Erica for hooking me up with the awesome bouncy chair!  It makes it possible for mommy to take a shower and still be able to see what 5 day old baby Justin is up to!














I love my Nana- I hear her voice and I turn.  She was my very first babysitter!  She watched me on March 13th so Mommy and Daddy could go to the movies for Mommy's birthday.

Other adorable pictures of our absolutely perfect baby!  I can say that because Dr. Edwards our pediatrician said so!  On Monday March 15, Justin had not only gained back his birth weight, but he is up to 8 lbs. 5 oz.!  That was some really good news.  He also has gained 1/2 inch in height and his head has grown in diameter as well.  All of the little tests that Dr. Edwards did show that our sweet baby is completely healthy and slightly advanced for his age.  He is able to make wonderful eye contact and he didn't even cry at being in the almost buff this time!  ~We love him~

Mommy and Me!

I love to look at the fan blades
 
So comfy!

Monday, March 8, 2010

The Birth Experience (Will I ever take the easy way?)

     Wednesday February 24th at 7:00 pm, I went in to have an induction for my pregnancy.  I signed in at the hospital and it took a little while, but they put a drug called Cervidil behind my cervix to get it to "ripen".  This supposedly will dilate the cervix to a 3 so that they can give pit.  However, the cervidil has to be in place for 12 hours (which I did not know).  My dear mother and my sweet husband spent the first night with me.  It was actually very fitful as I was both nervous and excited about the "quick" birth I was about to give.  Dr. Leavitt stopped in to see me and we discussed that I would most likely give birth at around 10 or 11 the next morning.
     I was on my way!  Until...when they checked my cervix the next morning, and found that I was not dilating much at all.  I was barely to a 2 and Dr. Leavitt decided to put me on pit anyway.  So, We did pit for the next day uping the dosage every 15-20 minutes until I was at 20 units per hour.  When I was at the 20 and still not feeling the contractions, Dr. Leavitt came and checked my cervix and found that it was only at a 2.  They decided to turn up the pit to at least 30.  Normally the idea of going to 30 would have been awful for the normal woman, but I still was not feeling a darned thing!  After this did not work either and I was still not dilating, he decided to break my water at about 3:00 in the afternoon.  That was literally the most disgusting thing that I have ever experienced in my entire life.  I was the little girl who potty trained myself at 18 months so that I would not be wet.  I hate being wet, and the gushing from the breaking of the waters was almost more than I could handle...until I actually started feeling the contractions that had been happening all day.  Almost immediately the nurse offered up an epidural and I am an idiot for not taking it at that very moment.  They also offered me some IV pain meds and refused those.  What was I thinking!!  By the time I had them call the anesthesiologist I was in tears and basically frantic.  My hubby was amazing during this time holding my hand and doing his best to read my mind.  But the worst was yet to come.
      The anesthesiologist came in and discussed what he was about to do and I remember asking him how many of these he had done.  I mean, we were talking about my spinal cord.  Well, I was in so much pain that by the time they got me into position for the epidural, I was screaming in agony.  My husband left the room, and my mom sat across the room so that I wouldn't be alone.  Because of my inability to sit still during this time (mind you I am still on a pit drip of 30), the first epidural failed.  I know that part of the right side of my body was affected because I remember my right thigh being numb.  Also, I remember running goo from all of my orifices; nose, eyes, waters, and my mouth was thick with crap from crying which ended up on the nurse.  Yep! I believe that goo all of these types of goo ended up on poor Lisel, the nurse.  So after a little while, I really couldn't tell you how long because I was pretty out of it by this point, another anesthesiologist came in and convinced me to redo the epidural.  I was afraid to try again, but really had nothing to lose.  So I did.  This time I had had some IV drugs and it wasn't so bad.  I remember sitting as still as I possibly could the second time around because I was thinking that this was my last chance for pain relief.  The second one worked.  I remember telling the anesthesiologist, the second one, that I loved him.
     It was a crazy night after that.  They were hoping to get me dilated past the 6 that I was at by that point.  I remember my sister-in-law, Donalee, being there all night by my side.  She would get me ice chips and talk me through any of the things that I was thinking.  She was awesome!  This way my sweet hubby and mother were able to get a little bit of sleep.  I also remember that at some point my other sister-in-law, Lisa, was there and the ladies were sitting around talking.  I know that someone came into the room at around 3:00 am and checked my cervix.  It was still only at a 6 and so they called Dr. Leavitt.  By this point I had had it, and was up for anything.  I remember talking to Dr. Leavitt on the phone and asking him if this was what he would do if he were me.  I had a C-section at 5:00 am.
 
 
     I slightly remember them rolling me into the O.R. and them telling me that they had to reset everything in the room because it was all prepped with Latex, of which I am allergic.  I also remember needing to throw-up and telling the anesthesiologist this.  I barfed in a blue bag that had a strange opening. Then I remember Dr. Leavitt coming in.  After that I remember thinking that I wanted to sleep, so I tried.  At some point my dear Nathan was there staring at my face from above me.  Then in the end I remember them pulling back the curtain in front of me and getting to see Justin for the first time.
     The most horrendous part was that as Dr. Leavitt was sewing me up, the right side of my body was coming out of the epidural.  I literally felt him put my uterus back into my pelvic area, and I could feel them sewing me up and then beginning to staple me together.  The anesthesiologist gave me something at this point that completely knocked me out, and the next thing that I remember I was in a transition room where apparently the cleaned me up and I was able to see Justin and my family.  He was 7 lbs. 14 oz., 21 inches long, with almost auburn hair and entered the world at 5:35 am.
     The hospital is an okay place to stay.  The food wasn't nearly as bad as everyone says it will be, and the nurses were really good to me.  However my complaint would be that they gave me percocet or oxycodon and I was overdosed for a while.  Because I had never been on a narcotic before we didn't know that the normal dose for a person is too much for me.  I know we stayed in the hospital until Monday, I remember meeting the pediatrician that we are going to, and I remember seeing Dr. Leavitt on Sunday because he was in a suit.  I also know that feeding my baby was really tough with all the junk in my system.  The trauma that I had just been through made it so that my milk was not coming in like it would for a regular birth.  I believe that it was Saturday night that I did not sleep all night because Justin just wanted to eat and I let him.  By the time we were leaving the hospital I was supplementing formula, and Justin had lost 13 ounces.  He was 7 lbs. 1 oz. on our doctors visit Tuesday March 2nd.

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Nathan and I have been married now for twelve years! We have accomplished a lot! It seems like only yesterday we were dating, and now we have two little ones to chase! Justin was born on the 26th of February 2010. Daphne on the 3rd of December 2011. I finished my degree in secondary ed. in spring 2007, and Nate finished his mechanical engineering degree spring 2010.